I am singing my song now!!!!!!

Hello to everyone who chooses to read my blog!!!  How are you?

First of all apologies for not posting anything last week!  It slipped my mind and I need to be consistent!

I don’t know what to write about, so it will be whatever comes into my mind!  It’s not been the most productive two weeks if I am honest, but I have felt happy about who I is at this moment in time.  I know I will be what I want to be and forget the rest!

So what has happened these passed two week you ask……well…..

I applied for an internal position at work, I didn’t get it but I am happy with that because I know God is always watching out for me, so my time will come.  Yes I believe when an opportunity comes your way you should grab it with both hands and make the most of it, but I also think that God will bring it your way because it is all about the patience.

BE HUMBLE AND BE GREAT

So, I have also just been working nearly everyday and I heard all about the royal family!  What’s been going on mayn!!!  First Harry and too much flesh (shall I say) and now Kate and Will!!!  French close wasn’t it?  Isn’t it weird how like when one thing happens in the news, then more stories relating to the same topic happen?  I swear down that the media plan all this!  It can’t be a coincidence…..bring on these conspiracy theories!  I won’t don them because we will be here all night then! 

Can I say one thing…..please everyone can we just take some time out and just have a thought for our fallen brothers and sisters around the world.  I am soo grateful for what I have in this life and I will always cherish every second.

Moving on…..I need to get back to my health diet plan man!  But as I said I am enjoying who I is right now as well.  Last time I blogged I mentioned #FatDiaries.  I will attach my plan that I made which worked for me, for free obvi (obviously) and have a read, pass it on, tweet about it (my twitter name….@khalnawaz) question it even, but I am telling you from 13st, I got down to 11st6lb!  That was in 2 months!  I will get to that by November I hope!  So read it if you have time!!!!!

Oh yhe, I went to my old school after like 6 years!!!  OMG it was different!  I hardly recognised it!  As I was walking around, I was thinking I could have done better!  I truly believe the school you go to makes a certain amount of the person you grow to be (if that makes any sense)!  But I said to myself, no regrets at all, none…..and omg the canteen and toilets! Wow!!!  So proud of Barr Beacon School!

I also have just decided right this minute that I need to make notes about what I want to write about, because sometimes my memory is so so so bad!  I decide that I am not giving up on my media dream job!  I have a few options……

1. I could be a presenter!  For a talk show, maybe even like helping people with their problems? OR I could talk about anything and everything! 
2. A social media expert.  Working for a company and I am in charge of their social media!  And this does include blogging!
3. Start my own reality TV show…..but not trashy, where we fake the scenes!  I will do the real stuff.  The reality TV show will be about me and the camera follows me around my everyday activity.
4. Working in a creative ideas team!  Coming up with new show ideas, dramas, features for a channel.

So yhe I have a few options….just need to go out there and get it!!!!

So that’s what I have been up to so far….I don’t want to write mega loads like before but I will write until I have said what I need to say!  Also I am going to do something different near to Christmas that I would never really do on my ones (that means on my own).  I am so excited, scared, but life is short!

I will leave you with this though…..

No matter what anyone says, because people do have an opinion on you and its not always positive, all you need to do is say ok and then……JUST LIVE YOUR LIFE!  Because that all you can do, don’t let no one put you down and talk to you in a way which you do not deserve ya get me!

Peace and lets improve the world we live in!!!